So I got hurt recently and the day after vowed never to date again... well what do ya know i have another one on friday - im just about as biploar as someone who isnt bipolar can be without being diagnosed.

Watched Forrest Gump tonight... realized for the first time that Jenny died of AIDS.

Bought an X-mas gift for a friend of mine.. its half joke half practical gift, and completely functional for the least obvious purpose possible.

Tomorrow I will bring my camera to school... take some new pix.. haven't done that for a while. Everyone ends up thinking im a stalker because of all the pictures i take of people, but hey most of them say they hate them, then use them as they're profile pix the next day on facebook or my$pace.

Got my new speakers today and when i listen to them at a good volume they are slightly arousing. I dont know if its just the vibration from the sub thats dooing it or im an up and coming audiophile.

UVU finals tomorrow, then UCAS finals a week from tomorrow... two weeks of finals.. man, thats brutal.

So my nickname - Molly, when we were deciding nicknames, we were listening to the song Molly by the band MSI.

Lets see, i really want to go paintballing but its like cold.

I've been too lazy to get my license so my permit expired so i have to get that again and then get my license. hoping to do that before snow goes down.. that would SUCK because out here drivers ED is a lot of highway driving.

In other news within the last 3 weeks ive found my balls and have been asking people out who i never would have just a month ago.. i figure that my walls are high enough to protect me from rejection and you never know, i might get lucky (not first date lucky) but relationship lucky.

Being an atheist democrat in the middle of Utah Valley, Utah (the most republican county in the country) and about 90% mormon here... doesnt make it likely, but hey, never know.

I think my maturation over the last year has helped a lot as well... im not an abusive asshole anymore.... now im smartly cynical and sarcastic. addiding intelect to my bashes of the other side of the table (the wrong side incase you dont know which im talking about(AKA:republican)).

Well thats it for me today

Will post those pix sometime this week... OH SHIT just remembered i have a 5 page research paper due wednesday that i havnt started. its alright though.... monday for the outline and half of RD1. Tuesday for RD2 and citations. Wednesday morning for peer check (i need to do this because my grammar is shit (as you can tell by reading this stuff)

Alright ppl, ima go (PS: Lacie, use your gift to the max of its potentials!!!!!!!)

 
 

Schools been a BITCH. Jesus christ i hate the way schools try to teach to the masses by teaching one way. Seriously the entire education system is taylored to a specific type of person, if you arent in the mold, "fuck you". Xmas break is in 3 week though so thats awesome.

New news? Turned 17 on Nov. 5, got $400 cash and a Klipsch ProMedia 2.1 computer speaker setup to replace my 5 year old pair of speakers that came with my old 400$ HP.

YES i know the dollar sign comes first, but i forget. deal.

So economys doing good, yea? looks like obamas extremely early announcment of his financial team, and now his foreign afairs team seemed to calm people down (finally someone living in that big white house over there is fixing shit instead of choking on a pretzel, or claiming WMDs)

Recent rant of mine to a friend:
Rachel:
what an evil one
que dijo el cero al ocho? chido cinturón

Zach:
PLEASE STOP
speaking in other languages to me
Rachel:
I forgot you don't like mexicans
sorry

Zach:
you KNOW i cannot understand
its not funny
its not cute
its not interesting
its just STUPID
so stop
please.

***Seriously!! this is what happens when people are homeschooled... this girl is great and nice, but she cannot grasp the intricacies of social conversation, unfortunatly, that is something that can be gained only with experience. another unfortunate thing is that she is aabout 1000x smarter than me.

Anyways, damn! dating is expensive, starting to get out a live a little and my wallet is feeling the burn - atleast one of us is starting to slim down. --- Side note here, girls who go on dates with guys to get free nice food or a free movie FUCK YOU (whores)---

Great news! i finally put "give the snake water" as an alarm on my iPhone so it doesnt half way die of dehydration every other week anymore (well thats the plan atleast). This is an additional alarm, along with "clean face" "shower" and "take meds" without these alarms im not sure id be alive.

my hair is starting to grow over my ears again... oh did i mention i got a haircut? way short for my holloween costume (mormon missionary). I currently have 300$ cash and 100$ check in a paintball tube... i should deposit that one of these days.

this morning i decided to eat a banana instead of a toaster strudle thingy! yay. me and my friends are saying that i turned over several new leafs durring the thanksgiving break... unfortunatly about half of those leaves were already on the right side.

I have had some very interesting - extremely perverse (codeword for awesome) moments recently, ive laughed, ive choked on water, milk, and soda. Ive been pinned to a blackboard with feet, while having my hoodie strings tied up around my neck, ive thrown potato skins at my best friend - then funions - then more bacon chedder potato skins. Ive been threatedned to fight by a person the equivilant of a sponge (although she is skinnyer than a sponge). new nickname: Molly - ill explain it in another post. I wore loafers instead of my cons for one day. i started carrying around change in my pockets - never know when you'll need it. i gave Lacie 20$ for her birthday, she didnt have any pockets so it went in her bra. it was worth giving the 20$ just to have an excuse to watch that... (lacie if your reading this, ill say your lines for you "oh my" "wow") by the end of this week ill have seen twilight 2 times (never read the books) unfortuantly, its what all girls my age what to do - see that movie. i should just ask every girl i like out on a mega date so i dont have to live through that stuff... AGAIN.

wow. i could keep going but i think that be enough for now. peace out dawgs. ooh yea, and i learned 2 alternate uses for a super sharpie.